It started many years ago perhaps 30 or so. I was invited to a yagya (Indian prayer ritual) at a friend’s house. We all sat in a circle about 12 of us. As the lead pundit carried on with the ceremony, I could feel energy rushing up through my body. White light energy coming from somewhere in my lower body, maybe pelvic area, maybe earth. But it rushed up at a high rate of speed creating a column of light that shot up through my crown chakra up into the heavens. In those days it was about 8 inches in diameter. It’s grown since then.
The power of this rush of energy was such that my whole body straightened out to allow for the flow to go straight up. In a way I was paralyzed by rushing consciousness into that posture.
The energy was so strong that even the person next to me was able to pick up on it saying something like, ‘You are generating some crazy amount of energy’.
Over the years I’ve experienced this many many times. The column of light has grown in size from 8 inches or so to 8 or 9 feet in diameter. Also fine detail is also known now.
The rush of energy is made up of a bundle of individual strands maybe one thousand of them. One thousand headed Purusha, perhaps. Within each strand is a mini multi colored tornado or spiral.
When experienced as a whole, all the strands together, although its a super high speed rush, stillness can be also experienced, simultaneously. So in a way nothing is happening while at the same time everything is happening.
I know I’m feeding pure consciousness into everything in this manner.
Let’s discuss the rest of the structure of this phenomenon. For max experience I stay in the center of the energy and simply allow the happening. I can call on it at will. It’s always there quietly at work but when I put attention on that aspect of Self the intensity increases, in or out of meditation.
I can take a vantage point outside of the center if desired but it’s considerably more comfortable to be at its center. However, I have been able to have some part of me reside in the center while another part of Self observes the happening in this way I can see the happening as a whole. This action is driven by curiosity of the intellect. It’s a big step down in experience so I rarely do it. So to be clear I’m in the center and outside of the event watching it at the same time. I’m not a fan of these explodes. I do it to be able to explain what’s happening more fully.
The Structure: the rush of energy is in the shape of a column or pillar of rushing light. However, it blossoms out, way above the head to create a funnel, like the top of a big fountain. Then it continues and circles out in the shape of an apple. In geometry it’s called a torus. The energy re-enters from below the body again in a funnel, and comes rushing back through again and again, perpetually.
That description is the core (apple core, haha) of the individual. An awake individual can have a 25-30 foot torus in diameter. Once when I saw Maharishi in person, his was more like 70 feet in diameter and so full with colors that I could not see his human form for about two minutes.
Back to the funnel. I’ve described this structure as the foundation of individual energy but the funnel is also a gateway or portal into what some folks call the constitution of the universe or portal into the cosmos. Topic for another blog, the one after the next blog. We’ll chat about portals then in detail.
I’ve heard others speak of this torus experience but their energy was moving in the opposite direction. That’s because they are drawing in energy for consciousness development but at some point in our development we start to become a vessel of pure consciousness delivery and out it comes. When I feel it building up, my reaction is, “Oh boy, here we go “. Yes, it has a mind of its own and launches spontaneously.
I am Dhatamam, the Giver. The giver of Ratna, the hidden treasure, the Gem of life.
More on that gem thing in my next blog.
Remember, I spoke of the 2 aspects at the center of the pillar of light. The continuous rush or dynamism and the deep deep stillness within that rush. Following deep within that stillness is where one finds Ratna, the hidden treasure, the crest jewel.
Infinite love to all ❤️❤️❤️